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Searching for Sunlight

by Golden Bloom

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1.
I was just a boy and feeling shy Taking aim but not too high Searching for the light You, you were someone I was looking to For what I was supposed to do And what I thought was true What have I to lose Looking up to you If I ask too many questions Or give my words a heavy hand I am just looking for some purpose And hoping you will understand And i I make you feel nervous Or give back less than I demand I am just looking for some purpose And hoping you will understand me
2.
Last night in the living room I was fighting off feeling old Another year escapes No matter how tightly I hold Flash back to another room And the memories I’ve ignored Like staring out the window After locking all the doors Paranoid, driving circles round my mind Falling backward, feeling fine Think back to the better days And the mystery of the song The space inside a moment We’ve been waiting for so long Fall back on a fairy tale When the last of your hope is gone If nothing ever happens How can anything go wrong Miss the point, watch it circle round the drain Falling backward, feel the same Broken bottles on the ground Never thought to pick them up Until I heard the sound Living lonely I was lost but now I’m found Last night in the living room I was shivering from the cold Awake all night and wondering How the story will unfold Come back for some breathing room And the memories I adore The first time when I felt it I had never wanted more Tears of joy, driving circles round my mind Falling backward, feeling fine
3.
Been running in circles through a fiery field Averting my eyes from signs as they have been revealed I am gonna fill this page before my book is sealed No longer afraid of being wrong or being real Never wanted more than what I gave to you Treated like a chore that you’re supposed to to Cover up with silence what was always true Never wanted more than what I gave to you Alone in my room I lay awake and dream Been blurring my vision, things are never what they seem I could take a vacation, I could take one for the team I could spend tonight in the glowing light of a TV screen Never wanted more than what I gave to you Treated like a chore that you’re supposed to to Cover up with silence what was always true Never wanted more than what I gave to you Falling forward fast into the great unknown This time ignore the past and let be alone Been working toward the day we make this house a home When I think about this world without it cuts me to the bone Never wanted more than what I gave to you Treated like a chore that you’re supposed to to Cover up with silence what was always true Never wanted more than what I gave to you
4.
Waiting for the words to write themselves Like the books you never read on your shelf Waiting for the song to start Like the hopes collecting dust inside your heart Fall back on what you know When you’re killing time before the show Lay back and close your eyes Is this a version of yourself you recognize The darkest night fades into day All this waiting, wasting time away Listen to yourself as you begin to say Tell me everything is gonna be OK Fall back on what you know When you’re killing time before the show Lay back and close your eyes Is this a version of yourself you recognize Another winter’s day all blanketed in white Trying to find your way through the sleepless night Not gonna walk away without putting up a fight Takes a little time to see the light Fall back on what you know When you’re killing time before the show Lay back and close your eyes Is this a version of yourself you recognize All you standing up for yourself For your family, for your health Or laying down and giving up Are we out of time or out of luck
5.
Started out like a ghost In the corner of my eye Shadows dance like the coast Where the waves come crashing Wasted days, waking nights Better watch out where you step These walls are drowning out the sound Or am I dreaming When you love someone with your heart and mind When you need someone like a friend of mine When the feeling’s gone and it’s hard to find When you fall out of line Started out like a song In the middle of the night Sitting up, catch my breath Stop from rolling over Racing thoughts, can’t keep up When the walls start closing in This boy in drowning in the sound Or am I dreaming When you love someone with your heart and mind When you need someone like a friend of mine When the feeling’s gone and it’s hard to find When you fall out of line When you love someone with your heart and mind When you need someone like a friend of mine When the feeling’s gone and it’s hard to find When you run out of time, fall out of line
6.
I may be the one you call As the summer turns to fall You might be the satellite Guiding me back home tonight Been driving all night Been burning so bright Searching for sunlight More wrong than right A restless heart isn’t hard to find You might be my peace of mind I will try to keep you warm The calm that comes before the storm Been driving all night Been burning so bright Searching for sunlight More wrong than right Been back and forth so many times I don’t know why Been following a pathway written in the sky Been stumbling through days that all but look the same Been wide awake all night and calling out your name Coming back to see you again May not know the where or when If you want to make me stay Take your aim and fire away Been driving all night Been burning so bright Searching for sunlight More wrong than right
7.
Moving boxes one by one Pack them up until they’re done If we stay We might waste away Patching walls and pushing brooms Dusty floors in empty rooms Where we could hide Or we can go outside And come back home Wait for a version of your fate That you make From all the roads along the way That you take Carrying the weight of your mistakes One day this will fade away Stillness of suburban streets Toss and turn between the sheets The residue Of the tried and true Hanging frames and building shelves Better versions of ourselves Before we die We can multiply Or we can Wait for a version of your fate That you make From all the roads along the way That you take Carrying the weight of your mistakes One day this will fade away
8.
Want Love 04:03
Time waits for no one No one waits for time The things we take for granted Are the things we leave behind There’s a world between the things we see And what we think we know We are not what we carry but what we let go Lay your head like a weight upon my shoulder Want love Wanna love I’ll believe it when I see it Is the hallmark of time Anger only ruins joy A poison in the mind To be here and to understand The blessing and the curse The pivot at the center and The power in the verse Lay your head like a weight upon my shoulder Want love Wanna love Hold my hand in the space between your fingers Want love Wanna love Needs that we meet and the ones that we let go of Weeds in the wheat and the ways that we show love Lead to retreat, we reach to grab a hold of what we love Time waits for no one No one waits for time The things we take for granted Are the things we leave behind There’s a world between the things we see And what we think we know We are not what we carry but what we let go Lay your head like a weight upon my shoulder Want love Wanna love Hold my hand in the space between your fingers Want love Wanna love

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released January 29, 2016

Produced by Golden Bloom
Recorded and Mixed by Josh Cohen at Black Hat Music (Medford, MA)
Mastered by TW Walsh
Cover photo by Megan E. LaBonte and Darran Smyth
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